Silence

---

After you left 

I was sitting and watching My self in the mirror

I was sad and was looking with some horror

I wanted to put an end to my life 

I was sitting and was holding a knife

I wanted to it to cut my wrist 

But I remembered that there once you kissed
I was thinking what have I done

I wanted to end my life there and then

I was thinking from where it began

It was little misunderstanding which lead to this

And now As i begin to miss

all those beautiful days spent together

we loved each other in every weather

I was thinking what have I done 

I looked at the wrist and the knife

I remembered that you wanted me to be your wife

It was me who delayed the things

As I wanted to fly with my wings

But I never wanted to disappoint you 

I love you and only you

I am sorry that I hurt you 

I want to come back to you 

Will you accept me and be mine

And will it again all be fine

This is all what i doubt

I can see the dark clouds

I am looking at the wrists and the knife

I am going to end my life

silence prevails...................................

Desire v/s Destiny: Kya Main Bhi ek Din PM ban Jaunga

Kya Main Bhi ek Din PM ban Jaunga

Mujhe Dar Lagta hai

Kya Main Bhi 1 din PM ban jaunga

Mujhe dar lagta hia

Kya Main bhi kisi ko transfer ke liye

Apne developer ko 2 saal tak tadpaunga

Mujhe dar lagta hai

Kya Main bhi Release Nahi Dunga

Apne developer ko bina buy out ke

Mujhe dar lagta hai

Kya Main bhi Onsite ke liye help nahi karunga

Aur khud chala jaunga

Mujhe dar lagta hai

Kya Main bhi coding chod kar

Sirf status meeting Rakhunga

Mujhe Dar lagta hai

Kya Main Bhi Galiya sununga

Apni peeteh peeche

Mujhe Dar Lagta Hia

Kya Main Bhi Bura Ban jaunga

1 Baar PM Ban ke

Mujhe Dar lagta hia

Kya Main Bhi 1 din

Sabki watt lagaunga

Aur Sabse Sawal puchunga

Mujhe dar Lagta Hai

Kya Main bhi leaves cancel karunga

Aur logo ki badduyaein lunga

Mujhe Dar Lagta hia

Main Main to developer hi theek hu

Nahi Chahiye Aisi responsibility jo galiya padwaye

Hum to developer hi theek hia

Kaam Karenge Aur Ghar Jayenge

Pm chahe Bolta rahe ………

Ah I Wish - version 3

Ah I wish - version 3
Ah I wish
I would have never come so far
To understand that’s its love
So that it would have been less painful


Ah I wish
I would have never let you go
And be together always
And living for each other


Ah I wish
I would have never committed
those silly mistakes
And never let my ego come in


Ah I wish
I would have apologized
As soon as I realized the mistakes
Until it was too late


Ah I wish
I could go back in time
And correct my mistakes
when we were together


Ah I wish …


Ps1: The Rains will continue for a while and so on will the Ah I wish series.
Ps2: Just a Poem is just a poem is just a poem .

Testing Testing kardi we main ape tester hoyi

bus 1 roz main

Bus ek roz bahut door chala jaunga
waqt ki tarah hu hath na aunga
lakh koshish karlo
hatho se fisal jaunga

Ek wada hai apni yadon ke kisse chod jaunga
Arey Pareshan mat hona har yaad me mil jaunga
Banke hawa teri jhulfo se khelunga
Tere Daaman ko choom jaunga

Mar jaunga par apne nishan chod jaunga
Pyar banke tere ansu ban jaunga
Par jane se pehle ye dua kar jaunga
hasti rahe tu teri muskurahat ban jaunga

Bin Badal Barsaat ban jaunga
ek unkahi si baat ban jaunga
kya pata tha itna pyar kar paunga
aur maut se badtar itni saza paunga