Difference between Porn and Erotica

Difference between Porn and Erotica

Well a few days back I had a conversation on the inditalk witha  fewllo blogger who called my posts were porn.I mean come on you really dont know the diffrence between porn and erotica and being judgemental at once does not make sense.I always belive when u cook something to SERVE other ppl...do taste it first as the READER thats all , and when i read its complete erotica and no where closer to being porn.To me porn is usually visual and geared towards men. Its sole purpose is to physically arouse and stimulate. I have nothing against porn, it serves its purpose, but erotica goes much deeper. Erotica appeals more to women and is often written by and for women even though there are both male and female writers and readers.The thing is what I have written is usually inpired by real life and these things does happen , but writing ****ty things about that is not the purpose , My purpose is serve a story .A story telling technique that is just the way I want to write it.Come on If i will keep on talking about my blog only you will take it as advertising my blog but let me tell you many people here dont even understand the diffrence between the two .And out of 93 posts I have on ly blog only ten are tagged as erotioc .If some one just comes and says that my blog is porn I will not take that.Come on First understand the thing and then make any comment , This is not to offend anyone in particular.I love to picture the characters and see them in my mind, watch the stories take shape and unfold. With porn it is all laid out, no imagination involved unless you take the time to imagine yourself in the scene. Erotica often has more depth with characters that are more realistic. It is more than just sex; it can be emotional, complicated, frivolous, fantasy filled, funny, sexy or serious. Erotica can be very diverse, as diverse as the authors who write it and I would say my few of my stories involve abuse few onvolve humor few invlove sarcas, and few involve just an experience and no story in particular was just directed at being sexy.

I would sum up as writing/showing porn is an art where as writing porn is a craft which only a few can do effectively.

so Before being judgemental please be sure....POV guys !

Brownie

Ankita would often go over to her neighbour's house after school until her parents got home from work. While there, she would play video games and watch tv.Her neighbor would leave her with their son Akash who was cute but had a little extra pounds to his body and a nice Goatie beard. As she grew up she started to see him very rarely as her parents asked her to go for tutions and competitive classes.But anjali had begun to think of akash as more than a neighbor and would dream about him as her prince charming with a shining Armour and on a white horse.

Anjali would often drive over to his house to drop things off and would often ask for his textbooks , as now they had moved away from where she lived. So one day she went to his house and dropped off the stuff.They talked for half an hour about life, and school. She was constantly amazed at how cute Akash was.She was wearing her favorite red kurti with blue jeans and looked quite pretty. Before she left she told akash that they had to see each other more often to catch up on more things.

They kept meeting every day but sooner than later anjali thought that she would just tell him her feelings for him. So about 2 weeks later and she told her mom that she was going to the movies. So they got to his house and  they started talking about school ans stuff. Anjali told him that they needed to talk about something private. She got her courage collected and sat on the couch beside him. She told him "that i have known u since i was about 6 and now as i am getting older, I am starting to see u in a different way. he asked her what way.............? she replied "that since childhood , i have dreamt of having a prince charming like u.....". She paused and then said "I Love you".... Akash was not 100% sure what to say but he stood with anjali and talked in balcony for a while .

As they stood in balcony akash's  Neighbor Mrs Sharma saw them and asked akash If he could come downstairs and fix her car as It was not getting started.Akash noded his head and went downstairs ,Anjali remembered that she was the same Mrs Sharma , who would never let them play and always used to scold them when they were kids.Kids used to hate her as she was always complaining about the noise children make , Anjali whispered come back soon Akash ...Akash Looked back and smiled.

After 5 minutes akash came back and said they should talk in the bedroom since nobody is here and people might disturb them in the balcony.As they walked to the back of the house,Akash told her how he hated Mrs Sharma. In the room,they sat down and there was a silence. Akash again broke the silence and said he also likes her.So Anjali took the opportunity and planted her lips on his . It was great to finally have her dream come true.Even while kissing she was thinking how lucky she was to get her dream man with her.Then he took off his shirt anjali was surprised but carried on hugging him.They began to play the love game and she was getting highly aroused.With in Minutes the new black T shirt she wore was being licked by Akash,She found it a little awkward but Akash played with her T shirt and tore it with his teeth.She then took control of her and finished off with some kissing and hugging.Akash then exploded all over her cheeks and licked it.She was so happy.They then had a quick pause before they got up and watched tv for a couple hours cuddling.

It was late now , she had to leave .Quickly they both dressed up and she moved out of the apartment not before a long good bye kiss.As soon as she got out her eyes could not believe what she saw.Shewas shocked to see Mrs Sharma Smiling as Akash was still trying to get the car started. She turned back to see who was with her ,It was Brownie , Mrs Sharma's Little pet dog...Anjali's face was so pale by now, her body so became weightless. She could barely stand up. She had heard the stories of Mrs Sharma Being a witch.She Fainted then and there.

PS : Written as a part of challenge bye "The Fool" from Indiblogger.I wish I had done justice !!!

PS2: This time your comments are really very Precious as its my first time taking a Challenge. 

Half Night Stand

Anjali was in deep love with Rohit.Rohit who stayed in the next appartment would come daily to Anjalis apartment to discuss study matters .The parents would normally come at around 7 in the evening so they would spend all the time together till evening ,Watching TV , doing stuff , enjoying some games and lots more.So this sunday The parents went for a party and they were together agian .

Anjali and Rohit enjoyed being with each other for more than one reasons, Rohit had a cute smile , Anjali was the one with whome rohit shared everything , So this sunday they again were together , Anjali cooked maggie which Rohit loved . By the time it got dark though, They thought the parents might come but they didnot . They decided to swing on the swings which were at the back of Rohits Appartment. The Sun was going down.Sooner than later they decided to swing other things. Anjali started going down on Rohit after he had finished going down on her. Neither of them had pants on.

Anjali asked Rohit to play with his favourite toys , Her Breasts .Rohit enjoyed every momemt of it.Suddenly the Bell Rang , The parents were home  , They had their clothes on in a flash.Rohit greeted Anjalis Parents and went home.

Anjali is 16 , Rohit is 9 Years Old.

Influence of media on U-TH

Influence of media on U-TH

Prelude :"Poetry is what gets lost in translation."----> Robert Frost.

1)Size-Zero
I still don’t know what this word means and where it came from but young girls are being attracted by media images of skinny models , Girls are becoming weight conscious ,Instead of going on a workout regime they prefer dieting which often results into malnutrition. I guess its only because of media that majority of the girls feel a pressure to have a perfect body when they see those skinny models.
Men are no less, Many males are becoming insecure about their physical appearance as advertising and other media images raise the standard and idealize well-built men.
Researchers are seeing an alarming increase in obsessive weight training and the use of anabolic steroids & dietary supplements that promise bigger muscles and more stamina for lifting. Even when that was not enough men have now started using fairness creams and they fail to understand that "kale paida hue to to kale hi rahoge"..but with increasing number of big starts shahrukh(I hate him) and john turning up to do fairness creams add , men have started using it and its in a way bad.

2)Sex and Sexuality.
Well I guess its the media which have started the TV shows and movies which make it seem normal for teenagers to discuss and be open about sex and sexuality. Young teens prefer entertainment media as the top source of information about sexuality and sexual health , and I have no problems when I see television commercials and find that majority of these commercials includes some type of sexual attractiveness as a base for the message. The major source of sex education is from TV.

S-e-x. It’s everywhere in the media. TV, as well as movies and other media, are some of their leading sources of information about sex and sexuality. But, do these images give people realistic, healthy, equality-minded views of sex? And is overloading people with portrayals of sex a responsible thing to do at all.

3)Violence
Well learning aggressive attitudes and behaviors mainly comes from the environment we are in but as now the media has become a major part of our life becoming desensitized to real world violence, developing a fear of being victimized by violence has taken a place in our minds, Many of the programs that children watch send the message that a conflict always involves a winner and a loser. This gives the message that violence is a successful method of resolving conflicts.

4)Nudity
When men are shown in the background of a video, they are most often fully clothed. But, when women are in the background, approximately half the time, they are dressed in ways that expose .
The women seen most often in the media are fashion models, pop stars (singers) and actresses. (We don’t like the word "supermodel," ‘cause they really don’t do anything that super.)
Many women seen often in the media, especially models and increasingly actresses, are seriously underweight, and many diet and smoke to keep their natural weight off.

A girl or woman who diets and is underweight can be undernourished, sometimes even losing her menstrual period. Prolonged loss of periods can lead to fertility problems , while constant or extreme dieting also carries health risks and can actually lead to long-term weight gain.
SOURCE :-Body Wars, by Margo Maine, 2000
IF YOU DONT BELIEVE ME GOOGLE IT.

5)Hate and violence directed at women:

Words expressing hate and disrespect toward girls and women are used frequently in popular media, and especially on TV and radio. Use of words derogatory to girls and women can be heard on many TV and radio programs, especially those watched and listened to by kids, including WWE (wrestling) programs, Thank god now Indian Government has grown up have beeeeeeeeeeped those , how does it impact ,I don’t know , but its bad .

6)Internet
Regarding the internet, again it's a source of good and bad, faster information, faster connections, faster communication offset by any lunatic having an opportunity to use it to spread propaganda for their own ends. But internet has everything I hope you understand.

PS1 : Life is not bewitched always , its all about "Feeling good v/s Looking good."
PS2 : World is not weird always , its all about "Desires v/s Destiny."
PS3 : Dieting does not help , believe me , its all about working out @ Gym
PS4 : There is no difference between laloo Prasad yadav and Chetan Bhagat , its all about the talent to sell themselves while actually being FAKE.

Live In Relationship

LIVE IN
Live-in relationship, pre-marital sex not an offence: SC

NEW DELHI: In an observation that will cheer votaries of pre-marital sex and live-in-partners, the Supreme Court on Tuesday opined that a man and woman living together without marriage cannot be construed as an offence.

"When two adult people want to live together what is the offence. Does it amount to an offence? Living together is not an offence. It cannot be an offence," a three judge bench of Chief Justice K G Balakrishnan, Deepak Verma and B S Chauhan observed.

MORE IMPORTANTLY
A woman in a live-in relationship should be entitled to maintenance if she is deserted by her man, the National Commission for Women has said.

In far-reaching recommendations to the ministry of women and child development, the commission has sought a change in the definition of "wife" — as described in Section 125 of CrPC, which deals with maintenance — and suggested that it include women involved in a live-in relationships.

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The Uncalled Death

The Uncalled Death

Inspector Shinde got a call at 6 am in the morning from the neighbors of Satinder , that he was not opening the door of his house and a foul smell was coming from the house. When he arrived with constable Rane, they went around the house and saw a sardar’s body lying on the floor; yes it was a dead body. The owner of the house Jayant was called for Investigation. It was not a robbery; there was no evidence of anything. But blood as Red as can be could be seen coming out of satinders leg, scratches and fresh scars were visible at his face. Inspector Shinde thought it to be a brawl between friends but that was not to be.

Satinder was a tough guy ,a typical Punjabi raw sardar , fresh out of farms of Punjab into this magical , ever so romantic place called Infosys Mysore. He had just cleared his Infosys Training at Mysore and was posted at pune. As today was his First Birthday at Pune, He went out with his friends to This wonderful pub called apache. They all got drunk at 1 am in the morning they were driving their bikes on Mumbai Pune express highway on their way back to wakad from where they would go to Pimple saudagar.They all Reached home where they all wished each other and went to sleep in their respective apartments and in the morning satinder’s Dead body was found.

As soon as Rohit ;satinders colleague heard the news he rushed to the scene and spilled the beans. According to Rohit, the incident occurred at 1 am last night on the highway, when a heated argument ensued after an accident. “Satinder was driving his pulsar and hit two men — Mangesh and Sanket— who were standing on the road. As satinder and all his friends were drunk a heated argument broke out between them, fight took an ugly turn when friends of satinder ;Rakesh and Sachin went on to have a fist fight with mangesh and Sanket ,The on lookers came by and it was a brawl then,Satinder and Rohit were badly hit by the mob and satinder was hit on his leg with a pointed thing and started bleeding .As soon as the mob saw the blood they all scattered and now only these four were left.Satinder was still bleeding even after they covered it and tightened it with their bandanas. They all were still in hangover as they were heavily drunk and started for their Home. They all Reached home where they all wished each other went to sleep in their respective apartments and in the morning satinder’s Dead body was found.Satinder was alone in his apartment last night as all his roommates went to Mumbai as it was a weekend. His Dead body was found lying on the sofa.

The post mortem Report Reviled that satinder was killed as a result of lot blood loss which all four of them failed to notice and were too drunk to think about that.


PS1  Why we do this!
PS1.5  The events and characters portrayed are completely fictitious. Any resemblance to any persons living or dead is either completely unintentional, or very poorly covered up.
PS2  Just another short story, your comments are precious to me.

TREMORS

TREMORS

Soniya was a tough girl ,a typical Punjabi girl , fresh out of farms of Punjab into this magical , ever so romantic place called Infosys Mysore .

It was January when she joined Infosys through an on campus which happened her college. She was so happy to get a job in her Dream company .Soniya was all alone here. Soniya singh was the eldest of the three siblings , her two younger brothers were handling her dad’s business at Kapurthala , Punjab . She never got any love from her family as being a girl she was always treated as someone who was a burden on the family , Her dad did not even talk to her once after she came here. Her mother died in after giving birth to the youngest child. She considered her DAD to be the murderer of her mother as it was known and her mother cannot have another surgerian still his father went for the operation just for the sake of getting another baby boy. Soniya singh was brought up like a burden and was always treated as an unwanted member of the family. Her two younger brothers were in all kinds of bad habits due to the extra love which their father used to gave them just because they were guys. Getting admission into engineering college was not as difficult as was to impress her dad to let her study .She got into Infosys and told her dad about it obviously her dad was not interested in her joining Infosys but after so much pressure from the neighbors and relatives he allowed her to join but told her that she will be getting married soon and if she does anything wrong or even look at any other guy he will kill her.
She was loving Mysore as it was the first time she was out of the small town and was into this amazing world of Infosys. She was staying alone in her hostel 12 just opposite to the FC .One fine day she enters into her room , it were like 5:30 in the evening and she could see only one girl on her bed. She quietly comes in and the other girl started.
“hey sexy I am Pooja “..”just joined today was not well so could not join on Monday “…”what about you”…..”I m Soniya from Punjab” she replied ….”oho ..Punjabi Kudi …..”……and that was it the new room mate . They talked a lot that night Soniya wanted to know so much about her and Pooja was all very bubbly and exited to talk to this sweet , little innocent girl.
Now after few days Pooja and Soniya were like buddies and they shared almost all the time together only. Pooja on the one hand was a very modern girl passed out from Delhi university where as Soniya was a tough girl , emotionally strong but a kid at heart .Pooja used to smoke and drink a lot but never asked or allowed Soniya to do that .Pooja’s boyfriend Rajiv used to work at Wipro Mysore they used to get together on every weekends and party a lot .They even used to stay at Rajiv’s Flat whenever they got late. Soniya found it very nice and enjoyed their company a lot as she was never put of the small town and was very happy to enjoy the freedom without any fear of her dad and brothers. Soniya had a secret crush on Rajiv’s roommate Saurabh. One fine weekend they all planned to watch IPL at Rajiv’s room with some drinks and food. As the time passed by Pooja got so drunk that night that they decided to stay at Rajiv’s place only. Pooja and Soniya went to the bedroom to sleep whereas Rajiv was still watching the match. Soniya was not getting so much of sleep so she came out and started chatting with Rajiv .Rajiv insisted Soniya to drink but she did not .Rajiv mischievously mixed her soft drinks with the hard ones and made her drink that .Soniya got drunk and that was when Rajiv and Soniya slept together. Pooja was very upset with Rajiv when she came to know about it in the morning and was now not in talking terms with Rajiv but still was very close to Soniya. Soniya was shocked and remained so for almost 3 weeks .It was a Saturday when the Stream compri result was expected to come .Pooja and Soniya passed the compri and Pooja wanted to tell the result to Soniya but she was nowhere, As she went into the room she could see Soniya vomiting in the washroom .It was Sunday when both of them decided to go to Apollo Hospital in the city .Pooja called up Saurabh and they three went to see the doctor. It was dreadful and hearth wrecking to know that Soniya was pregnant was in to her 2nd Month.

She was crying and was remembering his father’s words and was terribly shivering.“Come on Soniya wake up….need to attend the class at 9 , its already 8 come on ………”..Pooja shouted after throwing the pillow at Soniya…………..”She suddenly woke up and realized that it was all a dreadful dream and it was only her 1st week at Mysore. Soniya was taking deep breaths and was sweating even in the AC room when she asked “Pooja do you drink “???!!!!


PS: All characters and incidents mentioned here are imaginary and any resemblance to it is a pure coincidence.
Just an attempt to write a short story , would love your precious comments.

One Night Stand ;Really !

One Night stand ; Really !

It was never going to be an ordinary day for Ankit ,He was a cool guy ,a typical Punjabi guy fresh out of farms of Punjab into this magical , ever so romantic place called Pune , Ankit was flamboyant but he knew his limits, just graduated from Punjab University ; got a job in a MNC at Pune ,  It was Ankit’s first night living in the city called Pune , The heaven for rave parties and bike trips He threw a dinner party at his friend’s place , Rohit who helped him find a rented flat .Rohit also had called his colleagues as usual they would gather at his place , play guitars , sing songs , booze and sleep often in the hall. One of Rohit’s friends had been flirting with him all night, but it wasn't normal flirting — she wouldn't say a word to him. She'd only touch him and giggle as Ankit walked by. Towards the end of the party, she took by Ankits hand and quietly led him to the room, which, oddly, didn't seem to have a door or a bed — just a bunch of clothes everywhere. Less than sixty seconds into making out, she started to go down on him. Which he accepted. he realized how creepy and weird the situation had been to that point, but it was head. What twenty-four-year-old dude turns down head?, No; Never , who does that , come on it was a lottery.

She finished up, and put her head on his chest to rest. At that point, he was thinking this girl was a loony tune, may be too drunk or a horny bitch or a free sex ride but he didn't wanted to be an ass, so Ankit  began to reciprocate. But she grabbed his hand and stopped him, and said, "Sorry, I have a boyfriend and I wouldn't feel comfortable doing that." Ankit looked at her totally dumbstruck. She left the room in no hurry but quietly and in ease like nothing happened and icing on the cake was as sweet as heaven as while shutting the door she said “it was fun” ,  Ankit put his little friend in the pants and walked out and almost did not speak a word the whole party.

This post is part of the contest It was never going to be an ordinary day.. on WriteUpCafe.com

What should I do with this life without you

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What should I do with this life without you
What should I do with this life without you

I know you are leaving me forever !
But please tell me how should I handle this pain
What would I do with this life without you


What should I do with this lost love-life of mine
What should I do with this all this beauty all around
What should I do with the flowers all around
What should I do with the world all around
What would I do with this life without you

How would I handle the taunts
How would I handle this loneliness
How would I handle this emptiness
What would I do with this life without you

Now I don’t care if I don’t get enough air to breath
Now I don’t care if I don’t get enough food to eat
Now I don’t care if I get to meet you in this world
Now I only care to meet you in the next world

if I will cry then they will say I have gone mad !!
if I won’t speak then they will say I have gone crazy !!
if I won’t eat then they will say I have gone berserk !!
but let me tell you I don’t want to live without you
What would I do with this life without you

Oh darling !! Please wait , let me see you for the one last time
Let me hide my tears so that no one can see
But I need to say goodbye to you one last time.
Please let me do it , don’t say it as a crime

What should I do with this life without you
----------------------------------------------------Rahul Miglani

Aurat

Jamuna Parsad was very happy ,It was his first night , his newly wed wife was looking amazingly cute.Jamuna was thrilled to see that 16 year old beauty waiting for him at the so called bed which was made of bricks with a new bed sheet on  it in a shabby tent-house better then a hut beside the pavement near the main road.She could notice the stares of the neighboring boys through the wholes the tent had. Some of them whistled and passed vulgar remarks.Soon It was night and they all were gone.Jamuna Prasad was only 18 and was a construction worker at Navi Mumbai , He just got married to kajal who was the only daughter of another construction worker at the same site.Kajal Never Imagined he could get so much love from jamuna as he gave her her first set of bangles which she used to imagine in her dreams.But she did not knew that the happiness would not last long.

Just after 3 months of his wedding one day she gets to know that both her hurband and her father got killed in a construction mishap at the site.She was shocked to death and could not speak anything.Her misery did not stop here , she was beaten and tortured everyday by her in laws as they thought she brought the ill fate to their son.She quietly used to bear all their beatings and would do the daily house hold until the day she discovered she was pregnant.”Ma , I am pregnant , said kajal to her mother in law”.”you bloody slut whose baby is that….shouting her mother in law replied”.Her Mother in law was waiting for something like this to happen so she could throw her out of the house and that’s what happened. Her father in law was always too drunk to say anything”.Kajal was helpless , she was alone and most importantly she was pregnant.

She had a few friends mostly those who shared the same footpath where they used to stay.Mostly they were boys whose salutations would include abuses, some of them used to work for the local muscle men and the rest pimps for the prostitutes of the same area.She went to ram bai , her neighbor and told her the whole story , Ram Bai was a widow whose only son was a pimp who used to earn by sending girls from the same slum to the customers. Ram bai gave her shelter but at a condition that she would help her in business of making bouquets from the flowers and would never demand any money. Ram Bai used to sell the bouquets at the near Traffic Signal.

It was August 1985 when Arjun was Born ,Kajal was so happy to see her child who just looked like Jamuna Prasad.She delivered the baby at Ram Bai house only as going to hospital was a costly affair.One day when Kajal was breast feeding arjun , Katiya , Ram Bai’s Son came home early.Though Having biscuit complexion Kajal’s facial features and curves of body always attracted men and Katiya was no different.Katiya could not control himself when he saw kajal’s breast and a glimpse of her luring waiste.Katiya Made sexual advances which Kajal tried to stop.Arjun was crying continuously , kajal shouted but her blouse was torn into pieces Katiya was about to achieve what he wanted and suddenly RamBai came back to the pavement hut and kajal was saved But she knew she had lost her shelter yet again.Literally dead Kajal walked on the road with arjun to nowhere.She slept at the bus stand for two days and begged for money to buy something to eat for arjun.But Destiny had something else in store for her.The third day Arjun Did not wake up in the morning , he did not cried as he used to .Arjun was not well,She rushed to the nearest hospital and it was just like striking a Nail in already wounded Kajal when the doctor said  Arjun had Brain tumor.

The doctors told her to bring certain medicines which they had prescribed. They had told her that the operation would cost about sixty thousand rupees. The medicines and the accommodation in the hospital would be about twenty five thousand. Kajal was shaken and broken ,she was helpless and the destiny of a lovely seventeen year old beautiful lady was too cruel to be described as god’s act. She knew begging won’t help her raise the money she needed. There was no way she could raise the amount of money by selling flowers.Operation was to take place on Sunday. There were five days in her hand. There was no other way but to go to katya, the pimp.

Even after hearing her story katya’s lecherousness remained as strong as it was.”If you sleep with me now , I Can give you 1000 Bucks and not only that I can get you customers and handle the police as well but you will have to give me 30% of whatever you earn” were the words that came out of katya’s mouth ,By now kajal was cold enough to hear anything.she lied as a dead body as katya had intercourse with him.Katya enjoyed her like an animal.He kissed ,licked and sucked every part of her body .By evening he was introduced to so called civilized men of the society by katya.She was rated as the best in the business with in three days and she was earning anything between 1000-10000Rs.

Arjun was 17 now , it was the day when the results were out and he was selected in Paranjape Hospital for a MBBS.He was so happy ,he wanted to share this news with his mother first , As he was on his way back home he saw his mother in heavy makeup in a car with someone.Arjun was waiting for Kajal at home , It was 3 in the morning when she returned.”I saw you mother…””you don’t work at construction site do you “…?.”I did this so that you could live and study “.Arjun slapped his mother.Kajal had nothing to say.

Next morning Kajal’s dead body was found in a well near the slum. Somebody lost a life, somebody lost his mother , somebody lost his business.Arjun is in final year of his graduation.

Wah ri duniya wah

Tere rang hazar

Upper rakhe phool

Niche sukhi mazaar

Bikti hia zindagee

Fir bhi sajte hia bazaar

Wah ri duniya wah

Tere rang hazar.

He came to Rob her of jewellery and perhaps more ......

It was eleven o'clock when Sarita turned off the television set,Harsh her husband was still at office attending a client call.She showered, pulled on a sky blue nightgown, and slipped into the pink flowered bed sheets of the king size bed in the beautiful no curtain flat at seventh floor of this newly built housing society.She pushed the pillow below her head and switched off the AC as it started raining outside.It was lovely romantic weather and she looked gorgeous as ever.

It was 11:30 in the clock ,when an explosive sound broke the silense.She looked at the balcony , there was no one.She Thought Perhaps the sound had come from the passing Automobiles or it might be the thunder.But again, the sound came , someone was at the drwaing room and probably hit the newly bought flask which perhaps fell on the ground.she grabbed the telephone and tried to call harsh but strangely there was no ringtone ,perhaps someone cut down the wires,She climbed to grab her mobile she called harsh but it was not reachable.

Sarita's face was now twisted into expression of helplessness and fear as the black barrel of a revolver was pressed against her left ear.She Screamed and cried but was slapped and was asked to shut down the voise or else would be raped and killed , the Big man in black suit said who had mask covering his face.She cried,she begged for her life and showed him the locker where she had kept her jewellery.

Take what you want,"she said, "but please, don't hurt me." She cried.He picked up all the jewellery and asked for cash now ,"its in the lower drawer" , sarita replied , a tear fell down through her face ,as she remembered that it was the jewellery which she bought on her first anniversary.He came to Rob her of jewellery and perhaps more , He had all what he wanted perhaps not , he came closer to her and asked "where is your husband " , "he will be back from office in a while" she said.Now he was so close to her that she could feel him breathing,He tried to make sexual advances,she pushed him back, He tore down her blue gown ,she resisted but could not help.She bit on his hand and ran towards the balcony , he followed her , he twisted her wrist and grabbed her with both his hands, She was fighting , she resisted but slipped on the grill , as it was still raining and the floor was wet , as he tried to climb up and grab her agian , he slipped and fell out of the balcony.

She was shivering and every drop of rain was striking a wound oh her naked body , she was still frightened and crying, but she was allrigh.Suddenly her mind snapped back to the reality of what had happened.she ran inside , pulled on a new pink nightgown and then ran to the front of the apartment ,She screamed "he is a robber , he tried to rob me ".A circle of people was formed around the wounded thief.she picked her way through the spectators and looked down at the man on the ground. He was bleeding.He was dead. The blood poured from the torn skull like water.She felt no pity.Suddenly her heart beat nearly stopped as she could recognize the thirf , he was none other than her college classmate Rohit , who suddenly disappered from college after she refused his love for him.He came to Rob her of jewellery and more and all he got was death.

Suddenly Harsh came and was shocked to see all that , later in the night she had to answer all the questions from the local police department ,She had been answering questions for more than three hours now.She was exhausted.She wanted to sleep and to forget.The next morning , she was still sleeping till 10 am when harsh came up with bed tea to serve her .She smiled and actually forgot the last nighttrauma.But the shock was still to come , the daily newspaper read "Ex-Bf tries to rape married girl gets his punishment".She was just going through the newspaper when harsh asked "so where did he touched you".It was shocking , sarita said she did not wanted to discuss but harsh , he just changed after that.

She had loads of friends in college and Rohit was one of them , Rohit even proposed her once in collge but she declined as she used to like harsh , harsh was the only person she truly loved.They were in so much love, it was true love,They just couldnt live without each other.They made each other promise that we would never leave each other,everything was perfect. Until harsh found out what happned that night , he could not handle the questions put up by the society. For two months after that, everything was still normal.She could never imagine him so silent and lost.T hen one day he just left. A week later they was divorced.She was dead inside and alone.

Harsh got remmaried and settelled just after 6 months of the divorce ,Sarita commited suicide the same month.It was a strange night , He came to Rob her of jewellery and perhaps more all he got was death , all he gifted was death.